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My name is Crystal, I sadly lost my young dog Sweetie on January 22, 2011 in a sudden and unexpected way. She had never had a seizure - not till the night I found her quietly passing over in a dark corner under a table. My little angel was so brave she didn't even cry out for help. Sadly the vet couldn't save my angel. My heart is broken forever now.

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  • milosmommy
    milosmommy   Posted on Jun 13, 2011

    how have u been ????

     

  • JanMc
    JanMc   Posted on Apr 21, 2011

    Hi Crystal, how are you going, i hope you are coping ok, i think of you often, and thought it was time to visit the site and check on you. love Jan XXX

  • milosmommy
    milosmommy   Posted on Apr 07, 2011

    how r u?

  • bunnysparkle
    bunnysparkle   Posted on Mar 26, 2011

    Big hugs for my Sweetie xoxox

  • JanMc
    JanMc   Posted on Mar 09, 2011

    Dear Crystal, sounds as tho you have had a breakthrough, and maybe now you can start healing, and remember Sweetie with laughs and love and not so much pain. You go girl!!, keep it up. I am fine, between this site and Toby the Wonderdog site I am enjoying all my new friends, that have the same love of animals that I have.

    keep strong.  Jan XXX

  • milosmommy
    milosmommy   Posted on Mar 09, 2011

    sorry about spelling mistakes...but i think its still readable?...kinda crying as i was typing it.

  • milosmommy
    milosmommy   Posted on Mar 09, 2011

    glad to hear you have come to some conclusions for yourself crystal. this (no matter our circumstances it seems) is just so difficult. i have been doing a ton of research, and something i have learned was that depending on our individual pet relationships with our pets, also dictates the type of severity we experience when they pass. also coupled with mant other things of course too. as u mentioned u being there this time ...as opposed to nor being there the other times, etc. etc. i have experienced guilt more than anything thing else. aside of course for the tearing of my heart, that partially went with milo the day he left me. i hear time helps us get through it best. this thursday will already be 6 weeks for me...i cant believe it. we are new to the are we are currently livng in. and although milo was with us for 11 years. he was only at this new location for 6 weeks before he died. we are "up north" and milo was one of the reasons we moved here. we are greatful he was able to experience our new surroundings prior to his passing. after talking to a vet and explaining the circumstances around milos passing , we were told it was most likely an aneurism, or a sudden massive heart attack. in either case he didnt know it was coming, or what hit him when it did. he wasnt in pain either...cause it was sooo quick. the last thing he was doing was running and playing in the snow. for all this i am thankful, i just feel bad because i wasnt with him and didnt know it was coming so didnt say bye. its so hard to say that one way is worse then the other....no matter how, why, it happened...it does and it sucks. and even under the most ideal scenerios we are never ready to say bye. i hope u are doing better and better each day crystal.

     

    take care,

    michelle

  • bunnysparkle
    bunnysparkle   Posted on Mar 08, 2011

    Hi everyone. Thanks for your well wishes. I realised something today that is either going to make missing her better or worse, I am not sure which. I haven't been able to understand why her death has devastated me even more severely than our other family pets (Tommy when I was 4 and Moo Moo six years ago). I loved both the other dogs just as much as yes it hurt terribly when they died and I still miss them and cry for them sometimes. But with Sweetie I had never felt such a depth of anguish, something so awful that it just feels so much bigger than me. And I was just sitting here today and realised... I wasn't there when the other two darlings died. I've never had to be right there, but with Sweetie I was. I think that was the hardest part. I guess at least now I have realised this and hopefully I can start to live with it. How are you Michelle and Jan? I am so grateful to everyone on this site :-)

  • milosmommy
    milosmommy   Posted on Mar 05, 2011

    how are u crystal????

  • JanMc
    JanMc   Posted on Feb 26, 2011

    Hi Crystal, just wondering how you are going, I hope you are feeling ok.  Keep strong Jan XXX

Bunnysparkle's Tributes

  • Id4_099_thumb For Sweetie
    Posted on Jan 24, 2011

      Sweetie.   From the moment you were born I knew you were special. Time and time again people came...

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